FinurelThoughts on suicideWhen you ask yourself, why should I keep living? Why not just die?1 min read·Apr 28, 2021----
FinurelPushing past people’s boundariesI have a friend who has been very private about his dating life. Very private. I have known him for over ten years, but whenever me or…2 min read·Dec 18, 2020----
FinurelMy hopes for 2021I wish I can stay in London. I hope my closest friends will stay around too. I hope my contract is extended at my current job. I want to…1 min read·Dec 5, 2020----
FinurelThe light reaches through the window againThe depression lifted slowly. Like heavy curtains slowly being opened, letting the sun in. Letting the sun slowly warming your skin.2 min read·Nov 7, 2020----
FinurelThe kind of love that goes without saying. Perhaps I should say it anywaysMe and my flatmate sit at the dinner table eating the delicious food she has cooked for me. She says something and I burst out into a…4 min read·Nov 7, 2020----
FinurelBlocked on every channel by the men I used to loveThe first guy I had a proper crush on when I was 15 has blocked me on every possible channel. I’m 26 now, I haven’t seen him in 4 years…2 min read·Mar 23, 2020----
FinurelDeserve to be unhappyI was once deeply loved, but I cheated on him. I guess I deserve to be lonely.1 min read·Feb 24, 2020----
FinurelI picked the wrong jobI regret that I changed plans last minute. AGAIN.1 min read·Feb 23, 2020----
FinurelWhy I’d like to be a manI have no doubt about my gender, I’m clearly a woman. I’m born in a woman’s body and raised as one, and I don’t wish to try to become a…1 min read·Feb 12, 2020----
